What happens...

 What happened on Venus is happening again. They try to make a lizard reptilian out of us with parts of light, then it tries to get him to "be like it" and kill his humanity, then they are sitting there and I walk over and say something. The thing eats me and finds out I'm infectious (supposed to go the other way so I have normal nerve endings), then I beat it, start hollowing it, and say they hollowed me a bit nit with. 
Then part of my spirit fills it and I can't feel attached to my skin. He wants sex and I don't, and he says what is there then. I say nothing now that our humanity is hurt or dead.

My dad ends up trying a bunch of things for me to feel my skin but they don't work. Then I jump in a ripper.

All because a niger named matthew tried to BE somebody. 
He will sit and wait for moments to fuck shit up. He's notorious. 
That being from venus was after a death, like a reme instead of a remnant.

My body is the most important because it's the only way I could have my baby I was conceived with which is "the life source" .Without that baby I don't do another planting, or want to see eternity.
The THING that came out forgot about that because it's not the planter.

I refuse Hennerdene in all ways, for any part of me, or offshoot. 
The THING needed to be CAUGHT. 
They should have assault his fat sister. She was trying to be in "the body with him" so they at least had "sumtin". He knew fatty would be ruthless and pretend to be nice. "Oh my gosh!" 

It needed to be proven what catholics do to dna and breeding, still. 

I hate reptilians. My dad is not a reptilian. He has a dino side which is very high, as do I.
That's not what came out because its connected to the dna of the body.
What came out was something that would grab and rip a wing to come out, because now it's hard to even heal that part. 

I had called the stand because all else would have ran. I might have died, but the fakes would have ran. There is no damn way I "choose" to leave the body. Even if he tried a ring, I would have vaporized the place. It's that damn thing from saturn posing with parts and she's VERY small. That's why he wouldn't leave me alone. 

Its a dirty dirty three year old from what that man did, and it is STILL after a death. Before that, I was there. 

I really am me in my body. Amazingly enough. 
And it's just me, but I care about the things that have come out. They have stolen parts.
Techincally I have to eat them to get back to where I was.

Ugh. 

My perception is part of "who" I am. That thing was a screw up that happened while asleep. I wasn't supposed to do it, and I realized it was a mistake and things would have been better should I not have dabbled in something, but I barely remember what was said or done.

My ka's are part of my ankh. The a part is me in the body. The n is part that got burned. That part seems to be going haywire when it comes to the jew because it was curious about women. It will end up gay, which explains why she let him take other women to bed during what happened last time.

I hated it. The intimacy was never the same after and I would have nearly worshipped him after a proper rescue and HAD MY KID. 

Stupid thing. Oh it bends, but it's still using part of MY whole to do it, and I CHOOSE to stay whole. 
That thing believed a fate that didn't need to be from a being that isn't supposed to even do what it does. I choose to stay whole before this day, and have the whole time. 


When I go in the ripper it breaks dad's heart because he said I killed my only kid with my stupidity.
I say, "No. I'm CHOOSING to die because I can not feel in this, it's like suit and I know there is more."
After the ripper I'm in too much pain to talk to anyone for thousand years, then I just growl.

Pain is different for us.  Some pains don't stop. 

Dad ends up trying to bring back his humanity, and I say,," IF he died natural then he's somewhere. Its best not to pull them back in." That's when I decide on the ripper. 

I love the turtle dove tatoo's HUMANITY. He messed up and it hurt so much, but that's because he should have been busy trying to be the call here, instead of detecting. 
There is still another option for police work, besides the archer thing. 

You just wait a year and try again, because he was going to put it down they said no, but that is not true for other counties. Just admitting it's too much right now and I admit, but the future is different.
He can make more money learning coins. 

They had a kid before they knew they were related. They should have pushed for my body, in nature I can speak about something. I can change the kid, but not the fact that they are related. Whether he knows the kid exists or not, she should have told me. 

It's basically a natural bastard instead of the other shit after that. Then they just lie more than regular people, and will be "different" about relatives than most, but they will have a chance at a normal child one day. 

Still not evil, just been hurt. Like I said, the CORRECT way is for me to eat that other being, not the other way around or staying separate. 

Still heterosexual. 
That damn elf from venus is still hovering. 

He loved himself a long time ago, and then something tried to get them all to do it. 

I think tara was on that split of his, or vice versa, but she's stuck to them in some way. 
That's why I said, not to even think of her. 

It's been after him for a long time and they did something in the woods, which put him near his sister. She said if you forget everything you won't know, then maybe it will be alright. 
He wanted a "whole" to try and get back into.

My dad would have just fixed them at the end of the 100. He tried to ask D.A.D. instead, and they can't. XD

The sick thing is that THING tara still covets me and she does feel like nothing when I ignore her. It starts slowing like ted. So he's a rotten potato fucker in a way, he just doesn't know it. 

Nice back, though. Whew. I see why he liked my body when it looked like it should at all, but dang... still. Then I saw his split and I'm like, "she's ripped... shit..." 
It's all funny that they think tara is something.
I would have just told him, if she likes you that much I could like hold her in a way, but his split and I would have had to be intimate while he watched.

Doesn't work with tara, she just lies. XD Might feel it, but it's not the same. Doesn't "cure" what's going on. Takes my body to do it right, or his humanity has issues. 

I'm also more than a girl, but also a girl. I can say I'm many things and them all be true. 

Wait until he realizes the body could still look like qwen. I just needed to get away and heal with d.a.d..

My body is the ONLY thing that connects me to that royalty that has the guards, so she'll probably try to soul pull with a kiss to fake being me.

It fakes.

My living brain holds the secrets of how to fix this mess, not the part of me that messed up thinking it could change fates. If I hadn't done all that, I would have been that GREAT in this life, then he would have loved me anyway, as would the others. Especially knowing they could be human kids.

Fuck up, needs to shut up. That thing is a lizard. 
Look the marine thing is still trying for shit. It's a lizard, too. 

They are probably planning to be together. I should eat them both. 

I found out that Hennerdenne tried to name me mallory by the way. -.- Greg is still an asshole. 
It's me that has the money after all this. I say, due to dad getting it for me. 
Cops would have stole if not. 

Notice that it doesn't want ME to be something. That is always a sign that they have something else on them, too. Meghan was trying to hold someone. Still can't believe that thing was there.
GROSS. 

I looked at his back, his shoulders, and then saw his sister and went... it somehow fixed meghans ugly ass face and sasha asshole just from me mistaking something. Maybe she can fixed the thing with tara.
I said if tara's jealous all that must be for me, then?

When I found out they had been together because of the "kyle" part, I said... Welp, now I really don't understand why she's jealous? I might never get to actually meet him, and they did that.
Then someone said the cop has a shorter life than most, and he is in his brother in a way later. That was when he presented when he saw how horrible you felt at the loss of his brother.

It's a course. 

When I realized tara had just fed off the sister and she was acting like her and mimicing her *eyeroll* I said she's just trying to fake being the good parts they like about themselves and faking being them. *double eye roll* did the same around me. 


It's not tar of an A, it's Tar for an A. They tar her for doing all this at the end of the hundred, she's seen it. I watched the thing watch it with wonder and be like, "So that's it huh?:"

HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUH I said. HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUH If only it would have killed itself. 

When DJ said he regreted losing his V card to her, I was like it might actually kill itself it's ready to.
So close...

I was like, good for you, little bitch. Now they know you are like a dog to someone, and bam... and you know they already tried to make a big dog out of someone... BEEEEECH

They have me stuck in the computer a bit, so if I hold one I am like me. It ends up loving computers due to it. O.o Weird. 
I have to shit on a lap top in nature to get back in.
Should make me some money as videos go. 

That's the thing, it's just him. They made him into something for trying to have sex with one of the butt before. 

They made me into a fucking tree trunk before, then a basket ball, then a tree trunk, then a rubber fucking ducky. 

*Squeak*

I have to "talk" to my darknesses from england and if you think it's odd now. Wait until the most awkward fucking happens, cause it's hard for them to know what to do without me. Like simony says and it's AWKWARD.  They fuck not me, but I have to tell them what to do like a general. They do NOT have sex with me. Geesh. 

It's the most awkward thing anyone has ever seen.
Then the other stuff rolls out of them because it doesn't want to listen to me. Works with all of them. ;) 

Fallon tried to be on the marine, and she'll kill herself if I tell them and what came out what to do today. 
so that's nice. 

Tara just ends up in hell as tar. She tries everything to fuck up our love life because she's trying to get the male associated with her in there. It's jason. I thought he and kyle looked a like because they fought. 
That's actually the one that went after their original and tara loves him.

Jason will try to step in.